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Life is Change Since I started keeping an online diary, I have gone through even more changes than my templates have. When I go back now and read some of my original first entries, it catches me by surprise, how much the focus of my thoughts has shifted. My spiritual beliefs and thoughts around things like past lives, spirit guides and spirit communication haven't really changed all that much, though some have, but I don't talk about them in the same ways I used to. I still believe the theories I wrote about, having to do with some of the reasons certain issues have been obstacles I needed to overcome, but now those things are behind me, for the most part, and not part of what I talk about or think about on a regular basis anymore. I vacillated between leaving my old entries up for people to read and taking them down because so much has changed and/or in many cases I wrote about such personal things, but it always comes back to me wondering if anyone might benefit from what I've learned along the way. I decided the best thing to do is post them off-DiaryLand so that I can show the entries in mostly the same templates (or at least as close as I can get in recreating them) as they originally appeared. This might help preserve the original feeling of the time they were written, as well as document the changes. I have deleted some of the repetition that was originally there, but left most of it intact, as redundancy is just a part of me. I password protected the entries so that they won't be "out there" and available for everyone who happens to stumble on them. So, if you are interested in reading the back story (or if you had a password previously and it no longer works), please drop me an email at and let me know who you are and I'll send you the password. Also, I apologize for the length of time it takes for the page to load after the password is entered. I haven't learned yet how to make that faster. Unfortunately, as much as I like Firefox and Opera, these pages are best viewed in Internet Explorer. I just don't know enough about web design or html to get rid of the wonky little things that happen to some of the pages in other browsers. I still cannot seem to get my oldest comments back. I can't remember my password for the Haloscan account I used when the 2003-2005 entries were on DiaryLand, and when I try to have them email it to me, it never arrives. I haven't given up hope, though, and if I can ever access them I'll print the comments here with the entries they belonged to. So, here is where it all started:
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